simonong.net|v5

For the most part of this week, I’ve pretty much hate everything that’s happening to me. I think everything that would make my mind explode already happened all in one week.

Work sucks (for the most part). Having to work on something that in normal time calculation would take a person at least 2 weeks to finish is told to be done by days. Not counting the possibilities of error with the pressure of finishing something so fast.

PC broke down. Yes my desktop all of a sudden gone “blue” for the past 3 days. I did manage to get it back with a little dusting here and there, and for the past 6 hours it held up well, still needs to be observed though.

Hate liars. More so hate those who was already caught but still lie. What will you get on doing that? You lose the trust and respect. Gain what? Nothing.

Keeping secrets is something I really hate, more so keeping something from me. If that thought is still not sinking in, I don’t know what will. Feels like I’m so useless right now, that even a small thought of saying it to me isn’t given any thought, so be it.

I don’t like to fake a smile, fake happiness. I am pissed, I am hurt, I feel like I’m just a waste of time to begin spending time with. As straightforward as I could EVER be, it sucks, BIG TIME!